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Ahaha, another update! *dances* Go Dave! Go Dave! C'mon everyone say it with me! "Go Dave!"
Heh. Well, I kicked Tobin's ass last night. Literally! We finished up our show, and I was telling Tobin he needed to update more, and he told me he'd get around to it. Yeah, when Tobin says he'll get around to it, means he'll do it in a couple months. So I went up and kicked him in the ass and told him if he doesn't update, he will get it worse. Aw, man. Don't take it that way. But yeah. Jacoby is good at just leaving the laptop lying around, so yeah, I'm taking advantage of it. Do you blame me?
Ha, so. I'm trying to catch all my friends up and all, and so I added ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) chaz_bennington, cause he switched his journal. And of course, timxarmstrong, because everyone else should add him. Of course, you all know he is like a rock god. Him and the rest of Rancid. So enjoy a double update!
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| 02:01pm 18/01/2003 |
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Fuck, I coulda sworn all us roaches died. What's up with that? We're supposed to outlast the world, with only Keith Richards by our side. Damn, and ssssslloooowwwwwlllyyy we are updating less and less, and never getting online even more, I dunno. Maybe we'll start updating more, now that we're back on tour. We just played a show in Idaho yesterday, and now today we're onto Nevada. Sparks, I think it is. There's a bit of a break halfway through February, but then we keep touring till March 15th or 16th. Something like that. Jerry's the only one that's still encouraging us to update. I mean, he's updated the tour diaries more than Greg has this month. Crazy shit, I'm tellin ya. But I suppose Greg has other things to do. We have 30 some people on the tour. Yeah, P-Roach, Memento, and Blindside, plus all the crew and some of our family. So it's quite the tour. I'd say it's going somewhat better than with the Chili Peppers. No offense to them, cause I love them and everything, but it's just going better. I mean like Coby said, it's another headlining tour, no matter what everyone else says. But I gotta run for a while. Maybe, I can pull off another update tomorrow.
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| 05:35pm 11/12/2002 |
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Be proud, I added a bunch of people back, and redid my colors. It all turned out pretty cool too.
How 'bout that shit.
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| 05:55pm 10/12/2002 |
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Merry-almost-end-of-the-tour. Hey! Lookie there, another update in less than a month. Holy shit, miracles never seis, however you wanna say that. So, yeah, I'm trying to type quietly, cause I'm not supposed to have the computer. Mwahahaha. I am one sneaky son of a bitch.
Shit, this is hard, cause I'm a shitty typer, and these keys are really loud. *slams on the keyboard* SHUT UP! Um, oops. Well, I just blew my cover. Nothing like typing in the bathroom. I'm so smrt.
Ah gotta go.
There's another shitty update! Enjoy! |
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| 06:50pm 27/11/2002 |
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Back on tour again. Although I hate to admit it, I'm extremely relieved. I tried to pull it off as "oh yeah, I still need to pack, time to tour again.". Sorta as if it were no big deal.
Honestly I was looking forward to this. I'm back with my bros again. Like 24/7. Yeah it'll suck sometimes to see Coby all over Kelly, which he's at the airport picking her up right now, or Jerry all over the PS2, but in the end it's all good right?
Ha, it's been a long time since we put out "time and time again" and I'm just now seeing it on TV. What's up with that people? Hey Coby, if your rock star career, haha career, ever ends, you could always be a stunt man.
Okay, wanna know what really pisses me off? I hate it when you have family over and they move your shit and then you can never find it. Don't ask where that come from. I just couldn't find my Faith No More CD. GONE!!
Excuse my rant. -clears his throat- For some reason I feel like I forgot something. Oh yeah! Shit, I forgot the tranquilizer darts. Damn it. Hmm, we'll have to figure something else out for Coby.
Holy shit! A Papa Roach Pepsi Blue commercial! Wow...that was..interesting. \m/
Ah, I'm out for a bit.
Later,
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| 04:11pm 19/11/2002 |
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I need motivation.
COBY GET YOUR ASS ONLINE! |
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| 03:41pm 04/10/2002 |
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This one time in art class, I was looking out the window...at the clouds. And I wasn't paying attention...so the teacher came over and asked me what I was spacing at.
And absentmindedly, I said the sky was falling....and she told me to go to the office...
That was the only time I ever got in trouble in art class.
Don't ask me what this has to do with my life now. I was just sorta looking at the sky today...so yeah, it brought this back.
This is the long worthwhile update from Dave.
Beaver out. |
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| 04:45pm 18/09/2002 |
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Katelyn, I need to talk to you....
Not to make this a one line post. There. So it's not one line anymore.
Words of Wisdom from Dave-
-Pepsi should go to hell
-never drink anything Coby gives you
-I got new icons.
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| 04:12pm 16/09/2002 |
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Ahhhh!!! I convinced Dave to let me add people for him too, and now that I am like continuously adding people for my band and my friends (yeah ya'll know who you is!!!) I'm just gonna make some gay ass annoying post to like say "COBY WAS HERE!!!!!!11" wait no that'd look better with a Z!!
"COBY WAZ HERE!!!!!!11"
maybe I should make here say hear!! Make me look REALLY dumb you know what I'm sayin when I'm sayin what I'm sayin?? You know???
COBY WAZ HEAR!!!!!!!!!!
Okay!!!! ROCK THE FUCK ON MOTHER FUCKERS, AND ADD DAVE BACK, AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!11
Dave rox guys c'mon show him some love!!!!!
hugs and buttplugs;
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| 05:33pm 11/09/2002 |
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So...it's been a year. Hard to believe. The past year has, like, flown by. I'm sure I'm not going to put out something as descriptive and precisely worded like Coby did, but I'll say my thoughts anyway.
366 days ago, everyone had their differences. We all in one way or another were against somebody. You couldn't please anybody, and there was always something wrong with the way you did things. Or so it was that way with myself and many others I know.
And then one year ago, everything changed. Tragedy struck America. There’s a country song...I don’t know who it’s by, or what it’s called, but it had a line in it, and it described, in my opinion, what happened. ‘and a sucker punch came flying in from somewhere in the back’. That’s just my opinion.
That day, too many people died. Way too many. Innocent people, living their daily lives, suddenly blown up, or killed in one way or another. Ways that people shouldn’t be subject to. There were children that lost one or both of their parents, women that lost their husbands, men that lost their wives. From Ground Zero itself, all the way to say Yuma, Arizona, everyone was affected in one way or another.
‘It’s the worst attack on America since Pearl Harbor’
Pearl Harbor wasn’t an attack on American soil, just an attack on our military. This time was different. It was an attack on the citizens. The military troops at Pearl Harbor joined the army, knowing that they could be killed. I’m not saying they deserved to die, or Japan should have even bombed the Hawaii base, but I’m getting off subject. Anyway, we should be able to go to work, knowing that we are safe.
We had that sense of security. But now, all security has been raised. Everyone is paranoid, afraid that at any time, something like this could happen. Any of those suicide bombs in the Middle East, could be here at any time. Scary? Yes, but true.
Now to bring the government into this. Funny how they always come into these sort of entries? I’ve read and heard, from multiple sources, believable sources that the government knew this was coming. That doesn’t mean it’s true. But still. If they knew, could they have stopped it? I personally don’t think so.
As much as I’d like to kill that bin Laden wussy, I believe I am a pacifist. Yesterday, I was flipping through a magazine. A bubblegum type of magazine. I think it was YM. Yeah, YM. I wanted to see if they had any decent bands in there. Not really, but that’s besides the point. But I saw a letter in the letter’s section, of course. And it just sorta made me shake my head in disappointment.
War and peace
I was really upset by “The Soldier and the Pacifist” (August). It was great that you printed a story about a soldier. My dad and two cousins are in the Army, and I support the Army 100%. What I don’t support is that while our soldiers are ready to lay down their lives for our country, we have people protesting the war. They are hardly “patriotic,” as you said, when they refuse to support their country. -Ankeny, IA
That’s bull. I decided not to put the name in...don’t ask why. I just didn’t feel like it. But then their was another one. Which I agree on.
I completely agree with what Julie Ren is saying about war. I’ve believed all my life that war just creates bigger problems. If we could just look at past events and learn from them, maybe America’s leaders would be able to make intelligent decisions that don’t involve violence.-Katie Lynch, 15, Worcester, MA.
Now that’s more like it. Rock on Katie Lynch. I applaud you.
Lately I have been very grateful of what I have. I’ve realized how much I have to live for. My friends, my family, my band. And I fixed things with Katelyn. After a year, everyone has moved on. No need for dwelling on the past, right? But now, at the one year anniversary, everyone is remembering, and thanking God or whomever they worship, if anyone, that they are still here today, and that they have what they have.
Over 50 newborns, or 60 I think, were born after their father died on September 11th. Could you imagine growing up all your life with no father? Yes, my dad wasn’t around, but he was still alive. My step dad adopted me, so I still had a father figure around. But these kids, all they have are what their mother’s tell of the father’s they wont have. Hopefully those women can move on, and maybe find someone to fill part of that void in those children’s lives. Hopefully.
That’s all I have to say...
Yes, I’ve fixed things with Katelyn, and she wants to help me. So maybe it will work out this time.
Much love,
God Bless America,
David Buckner
LMAO! ROCK ON!!!!!!! Okay, now that’s all.
OH! One last thing! A poem I found.
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| 04:32pm 09/09/2002 |
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Anger Management's over. That sorta sucks, but it sorta doesn't. I picked myself up some new CDs. A couple from some people I've been meaning to get for a while, and then a couple I thought I'd try out.
My two favorites out of them all would have to be Eminem - The Eminem Show, and Good Charlotte's self titled. I swear, Eminem's a shear genious.
Another one I thought I'd never listen to was Avril Lavinge's Let Go. I had to get it. Don't know why. That song, Complicated got stuck in my head, but I've never heard the full version of it...I hate when that happens. But she's not bad.
If you want some good music, there's 3 CDs you should get. That is if you haven't gotten lovehatetragedy yet. That's the first one you should get. Obviously.
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Agh, my arm hurts. From like my shoulder down to my elbow. Don't ask why. My last entry was sorta stupid. But I guess that's how I am. I like posting things like that. We don't have a show tonight...but our last one on Anger Management is tomorrow.
Then we go overseas. That outta be fun. I'm looking forward to going to Japan and Germany. Though, there are a hell of a lot of gorgeous women in Finland. But overseas isn't until October. Damn.
I'm working on some new icons. They outta be pretty interesting. I hope. I actually talked to a couple people today.
dry_jeff_cell, Jeff from Dry Cell. He's pretty cool. We had a nice conversation about smurfs. Blue smurfs need to die. Really they do. And the pink smurfs scare me. Badly.
mikeransom, Mike from Adema. Same with him. He seems pretty cool too. I just added him. He's one of those people, who's around a long time, but really anti-social. So, I got him to add a bunch of people to his friends list.
I'm working on some stuff, so I think that's all.
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| 03:24pm 07/09/2002 |
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What would you all think if I dyed my hair blue? That'd be sorta interesting.
Speaking of blue, if you choke a smurf, what color does it turn?
So yeah, I'll dye my hair blue, with like ugly green tips. A SICK SMURF!
Okay, forget the green. Like the title says, I don't have anything worth saying, so I'll give you this load of bullshit.
Blue hair...promote Pepsi blue. Pepsi blue sucks. Forget the blue.
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My life's so fucked up right now.
I lost Katelyn. How come I knew this was coming? -sighs- I don't know. I don't know anything anymore.
I asked her if we could still be friends and all...but I really don't know if that was a good idea. I have to admit, though we weren't together long, it sorta hurt when she said it was over.
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So...explanations.
I don't know if anyone, including my band, has noticed...
Yes, I've been a bit distanced from everyone. And as much as I'd rather not, I've even been distant from Katelyn. We went to the VMA's...even if it was briefly. I really don't remember much of anything that's been happening.
It all just sorta passed me by.
Now...to the point...
I've done drugs before. Many times, as a matter of fact. Even some stuff that could have been fatal. Now...it's only gotten worse. Touring...I really don't think being on the road has anything to do with it. Stress...maybe.
I've been experimenting. Yes, with most anything I can find. THC, meth, borrowed Ritalyn, Methaqualone, PCP, and some Psilocybin. I don't know why. I'm just really not me anymore. Things have changed, I've changed.
All this is all mixed up. I really don't know how to put all this into words. I'm not sure of anything anymore.
I've sorta wondered why Coby, Tobin, and Jerry really haven't said anything to me...I've screwed up more than once at our shows. Hopefully, it wasn't too noticable. For the band's sake.
Putting distance between myself and others is the only way I can really keep all this from them. I'm not sure of what they'd think. But I could only keep it to myself so long. I've been experimenting with things since about the beginning of anger management. Fucked up huh?
I tried toning down a bit after one night, I did all sorts of stuff, and found myself yarfing my brains out and I blacked out. Woke up 4 hours later. I loose consciousness a lot. I wake up and don't know where I am. I hallucinate. I'm killing myself. I don't remember what I did, but I started tripping. Don't ask me what I saw, but it drove me to the point of cutting myself. Repeatedly. The next day, I had no memory of what happened, except my wrists.
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I have something to get off my chest. Not right now though. Maybe in a little bit...maybe.
It's been bothering me too long. I'll explain later... |
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| 12:32pm 23/08/2002 |
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I find myself back at this update screen again. I've been here many times, but just had nothing to say, so I closed it off.
But now, I have something to say. I finally got the guts to tell someone that I like them. And to my amazement, she liked me back. So now I'm a happy little roach with a beautiful girlfriend. I have to see about flying her down here. We have a couple days off between Kansas City and Tampa. 6 days I think.
So right now, we're somewhere between Colorado and Missouri. Actually I think we're in Missouri by now. Does this make any sense? We go from Denver past KC to St. Louis. Then go back to KC. Then go to Tampa, Florida...odd touring is.
Right now, I'm working on some animated icons. Though I don't think it's working too well. So I'll just leave them unmoving. I got some pictures from one of our July shows, well not exactly a show, but more of 'cert for the Heineken Ultimate Summer Party. We were supposed to play at the winner's house, but it ended up, at a little club in Cambridge. I forget what it was called.
I think that's all I have for an update, so I'm gonna go now.
Katelyn, I love you and miss you a lot! Hope to see you soon.
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| 01:40pm 14/08/2002 |
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Dave's question: What do bigger feet mean?
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| 12:58am 10/08/2002 |
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Aha, I finally got my ass to look out a window, and realized, 'Dur Dave. California dumbass!' Sacramento here we come. Maybe a stop in good ol' Lack-of-Thrill? Maybe. We'll just have to see.
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| 12:26am 10/08/2002 |
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So, touring's a bitch. And what are we going to do about it? Just go along with it! It's a bitch, but oh so fun. As usual, I have no idea where we are. I sleep too much. That and be the dumbass I am. Ey? So! Yes, I know, I told you all, I might actually have a decent post sometime today...but I lied. Damn.
Ah, I must go even out my friends list and check some shit, so, I'm outta here!
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